little jerboa adeventures part 5

fast foward 1 week later. berries was alone and sad. he was in denial. he decided to stay with him family for a few days. they tried to take care of him but his heart was empty.. some thing was missing. one day his brothers g*rlfriend, azul, took him for a walk. berries didnt really want to go but azul is a good therapist and listener so he went with her.

“so how have u been feeling lately.” said azul

berries sighed. “i just wish.. i couldve.. saved…. … him.” he looked at her with detrimation. “i wont let any one die ever again. i will keep every one i know safe.”

she closed her eyes. “berries.. i admire ur enthusism..” she looked at him with a tired expression. “but thats not a healthy way to think. at all.” she paused. “everyone dies eventually and u have no control of that. im sorry about claw. i really am. but u have to let him go. i believe the only way to heal ur broken heart is to get with someone else to mend it for u. theres no way u can fix it on ur own and i know u know that.” she glanced in the other direction tears forming. “trust me i know. i know how it feels to lose a loved one all of a sudden. its not fun at all. but u cant keep holding on to him. hes gone and u cant change that. no one can. u have to move on. he… claw.. wouldve wanted that. claw wouldve wanted u to move on and be happy. he wouldve wanted u to find a new g!rl/b0yfriend.”

“but thats ch3ating!! i cant..” berries burst out into tears. “i.. i.. cant… :(“

azul looked at him. “look, i used to know claw. i remember he would talk about u to me. he loved u very much. and i know it i just know it he would want u to find someone else for u to be happy again. he wouldnt want u to grieve ur whole life just bc u couldnt let go of him.” she sighed. “but nows the time to let go.”

TBC!!

i almost cried when i written this :’(

also part 1 is gone? idk what happened? :(

-berrie