(This is what happens after i black out and wake up, i just thought it would be cool if i incorporated the song)

Awake, I opened my eyes to see

A hospital, so white and clean

I was walking up to the roof, I think

Then can’t recall at all a single thing

*I think of my mom*

Held a hand for me, you were there

I know, but couldn’t reach

The me that would fall down all the time

But stand and reach my hand to see

Have you tried crossing over yet?

*i think of my friends who care about me*

Ah wanna die, wanna die

But don’t really wanna die

You were there, you would care

Making me aware

Every scar, all the blood

More and more, they’re never done

Not enough, not enough

Ah wanna die, wanna die

But don’t really wanna die

If I died, you would cry

And I don’t know why

Every scar, all the blood

More and more, they’re never done

Not enough, not enough

When I forget you

I’m all alone without a place to go

But then played a mirror like a show

The past I used to know

A dream, til I see every part of me

Eyes of red following and

*on the hospital monitor it shows the feeling i feel the most is sadness*

I wanna live, wanna live

Deep inside I’ve always been

Reaching out for a hand, so don’t let this be the end

Mushrooms growing on my head

Still remember even then

Where you are when I’m dead

Ah wanna die, wanna die

But don’t really wanna die

You were there, you would care

You know it really isn’t fair

Every time I forgot

You remain inside my thoughts

Not enough, not enough

Ah wanna die, wanna die

Wanna die, but I still couldn’t die

With you by my side

Behind the days I spent alone, afraid

Now you’re here

Lalala lalala lalala lalala

And the scars never fade

Memories that replay

Rewind yet again to the pain I felt on that day

*my normal dark aura gets replaced with a deep blue and my eyes also glow a deep blue*

*a doctor walks in and I cover up the sadness with a happy mask, like always*

"How are you feeling?"

Perfect.

-a sad shadow